This tuesday I actually started the real class. It was a crazy and light day. At the first I should have had German, but the teacher was at a meeting, so I was in the Italian class (with Lixy). At the second hour I had Italian and I was in class with a girl which I don't really like, we talked all the time with the teacher. For break I ate an apple and talked with my ex best friend. Hope that we will become close friends again. Then we had math and he was the only professor, which gave us also homework! Fuck! They were not difficult and fortunately the next hour, for study hall, I finished everything!
Lunch was a bit of a disaster, in the sense that I felt dizzy and sick! It was so hot for me, that I had to sit down. The heat blocked my stomach from eating anything! Only cigarettes made me feel lighter and a bit better!
Back to school we had TOK, I tried to listen to what the professor was saying and actually they were interesting stuff, however sometimes I just got lost in my thoughts! Last subject was biology and finally the new teacher, Ms Anderson, taught us how to write a lab report!
As soon as I finished classes I run out of school and went to the direction of the bus stop. I had to take the bus and then go to my boyfriends house. As soon as I arrived there, we talked a little bit, 'cause we argued a little bit this days and then we went in the shower! We kissed and hugged. My mascara was painting my cheeks in black and I was not supposed to wet my hair, but still they did! It was wonderful! Me, him, the water and love!
After having smoked a cigarette, we went to his room and he wanted to show we a video game. I was so tired and weak, that I laid on his bed and felt asleep. After 2 hours, he woke me up and told me that he had to bring me home. I felt sorry that I slept all the time through, however most of the times this happened to me! Because when I came to his house he felt asleep and I didn't know what to do! So I waited. However this was the first time that happened to me and no matter what I felt guilty, because I left him alone doing nothing without me (actually he was putting his room in order).
Back home I laid down with my mother and we started talking about school, about the pill that I have to take, my boyfriend and life in general in these days.
Study! Hard work and lots of patience!
