“There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.”
― Paulo Coelho

I think they will close me in a madhouse 24/09/12

Maybe it's my obsession, but in these days I really feel like Effy Stonem from the TV series "Skins"... I love her, she is "sugar and spice and all things nice"

"Sometimes I think I was born backwards... you know, come out of my mum the wrong way. I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate, and the people I hate..."

She is afraid of dealing with real love!

Effy has a fragile character, she appears completely withdrawn from the world, appears tired and fatigued. She is also depressed, which descend her full-blown psychosis.
She starts to have delusional symptoms, she develops a psychotic depression, which brings her to the attempt of suicide.